NOKTAH?

A good day to start a new beginning.. H.E.Y..

Rest assured that positive things will come to you. But you must think positive first, without fail it will lead you to the things that you want.

I feel like doing the things that will lead me to the better future. I must start doing it now, or else dream is just a dreams.

First, I need to take a big step by enroll myself to it. This is somehow a difficult step that I need to face. As it's been a long time that I have not studying.

Hence, I can make second step by learning about it slowly. My grammar, vocabulary all are a mess right now. Feel like I lost all of my memory to it.

Undoubtly, I need to take the initiative in pursuing my dream. Study hard plus study smart. I must take both. Definitely.

Right? Please agree with me. Believe me, all that I said to you now, if you didn't do it, you'll regret it later.

Another thing that I should do is buying some materials for my dream. Can I buy some magazines too or stick to reference books only.

I will start by reading some news paper and books. This is to enhance my vocabulary. I need to learn and know all the bombastic words.

Reader Digest are one of the good book, recommended by my sister. She claimed that it got a lot of vocab that can improve my knowledge. It's good to try.

As a fresh start, I will make some exercise on the past years question. This will help me in knowing the format and all the question that will be ask.

Hopefully I can adapt to it real fast. It is not an easy pathway that I choose. It took me this long to realize that I need to take this step but as people said better late than never.. Dear me, ILY. Stay strong.


all is mine,
n@w@

130318.0321

Expression

assalamualaikum.. hye~

How are you today?
Happy
Sad
Joyful
Blur
Mad
Dissappointed

To the you that read this if you are in a positive mood, Alhamdulillah, praise to ALLAH..
To the you that in a negative mood don't be sad, ALLAH always beside you..
Don't turn your back from HIM in either situation..
In happy praise HIM, In sadness pray to HIM..
No matter what your religion is..

"ALLAH does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear" __Surah Al-Baqarah / Verse 2:86__

" Indeed ALLAH loves those who put their trust in HIM" __(3:159)



Ungkap kata pada bicara;
Ungkap rindu dalam doa..

Hebatnya doa dibisik pada bumi, terdengar di langit..

No matter what you have been through, it's written..
No matter what you know, it's written..
No matter what you do, it's written..
Put your trust in HIM..

p/s: Stay strong dear me..


all is mine,
n@w@

Things that I still don't know

assalamualaikum and hye..

I have been busy with my work.. I think the one reason I'm still not married yet because I'm married with my work.. can't I? HEHEHE..

Let me start it, hmm.. this things had bother me long time ago, first when you do it with your other friend and I knew her.. My gut feeling that time "would you do the same thing to me".  As years pass by, we look like an index finger and ring finger, near can't be separated.. You teach me so many things as I'm the one that always listen.. I stop telling you my problems and stories cause you would judge me and said otherwise.. You would say "maybe this, maybe that", but I just want someone to heard all my complaint.. I accept you for not listening to me cause I love us..

2014, You asked me about one particular person, "Is that the one" and I replied "Yes".. Then you start talking to that person.. And you once told me, you like that person too.. Can't you understand me that moment when I heard that.. It just the same thing that happen back then.. And dear I made a huge decision then to forget my own feelings and let you in.. I stop all my feeling of wanting to care for that person, though I remember that person birthday I didn't wish that person.. Just pray from a far, may that person remains healthy.. Always my prayer for that person..

Can't you see that I value us more than that person because I knew what it feels to lose the one that you love and care about, F.R.I.E.N.D.. It happen before and I really learnt from it..

But you simply said I'm jealous with you.. The moment I want to reply your text but you already made your own assumption and then it hit me.. what more can I say if that's what you think of me..

It's oke dear, you not lose anything because I'm the one that losing.. You got so many good friends that is better than me.. I just want you to know that back then I'm willing to forget my own feeling and still I'm doing it now.. You may not understand me because you never try..

You get me or not? Still you not get it.. It's OKE, I'm used too.. Thanks for being there when I needed you the most and thanks for leaving me now when I'm needed you as well..

Just you know that I'm not the one that leaving.. You should know me well that I'm the person that needed time to think first before I say anything.. You leave me first, you gave up first.. Thanks for giving me up.. Hence, there are the things that I still don't know, maybe this is one of it..

all is mine,
n@w@
170917

Promise

assalamualaikum.. hye~ I'm back..

Promise
Define promise?
It is a vow, agreement, oath, commitment, pledge made by two or more people.
A declaration or assurance that one will do a particular thing or refrain from doing something specific.

What happen if you break it.
Do you became the one that can't keep your promise.
Or you became the one that respect yourself..
While it's depend on how you perceive it..

If the other party feel offend because you break the promise it would be bad
but if they don't feel anything it's a way of respecting yourself..

While you hold on to your promise does the other party knew it.
Do they keep the promise too...


all is mine,
n@W@

Fight your Insecure feeling

Assalamualaikum and hye~

It's 2017 first post.. and this is the moment of insecure happen.

Afraid and fidgeting..

What could happen if you make a wrong decision or wrong path.

Are you brave enough to take the risk?

Those question keep getting back. 

And at some point, you feel that decision are correct and at some other time 

You feel it was the wrong one..

Realized that actually you want more than that..

The choice that might make you lose everything.

But you like that choice.. 

Hence, at the same time you pray that you will make the right decision..

Please be it.. Keep repeating the same prayer everyday without fail..

It may seem that you wouldn't get it, but who knows

Luck are with you..

Don't feel insecure..

Grab and hold the decision you make with your heart not your mind..

Heart knows you better..

Leave the insecure feeling behind..

You can make it.. Believe in yourself.. 

all is mine, 

N@W@